Projects.

Finally. After so long of not updating my blog. :D 2 words for this week; School-Hectic. D;

After so long of not downloading any songs, I finally have time to. :D

Current list is;

`Candle, The White Tie Affair
`Daughter Of Evil, Kagamine Rin
`Fire Flower, Kagamine Len
`Even Angels Fall, Jessica Riddle
`Bye Bye, Jackie Boyz
`Kokoro+Kokoro Kiseki, Kagamine Rin&Kagamine Len
`World Is Mine, Hatsune Miku
`World Is Mine, Kaito
`Flying Colors Cherry Blossom, Hatsune Miku&Kaito
`Good Night Lullaby, Kaito
`Cantarella, Kaito
`Cantarella, Kagamine Len&Kagamine Rin
`Lonely Snow, Kagamine Len
`Demon And Daughter, Kaito
`Meltdown, Kagamine Rin
`Ievan Polkka, Hatsune Miku
`Homecoming, Hey Monday
`Six Months, Hey Monday
`Candles, Hey Monday*

List of what to get;

`So Sorry, Jeremy Thurber
`Love-mad Expression, Kagamine Len
`Revolution, Kagamine Len&Kagamine Rin
`The Panda Song, Kagamine Rin
`Cool Len(Love) Song, Kagamine Len
`Kokoro Kiseki, Kagamine Len
`World is Mine, Kagamine Len
`Firefly, Arashi*
`One Word, Lee Jun ki*
`Timeless, Zhang Li Yin feat. Xiah Junsu*

:D Anybody mind helping me get what's of my 'List of what to get'? 8D
*- Don't need to get for me. :]

Somebody turn the lights on,
Somebody tell me what's wrong,
I'd be lying if I told you,
Losing you was something I could handle,
Somebody turn the lights on,
Somebody tell me how long,
All this darkness will surround you,
Cause I'm burning for you,
Burning like a candle.

Think,
All the things that you say,
What are the things that you mean,
What are the things that you say to me,
Cause your tragedy,
A queen for his majesty,
All these plans for me,
Your kingdom is crumbling,
You're a tragedy,
A queen for his majesty,
All these plans for me,
Your kingdom is crumbling,

Burning for you,
Burning like a candle,
Burning for you,
Burning like a candle

I'm burning out now.

Wow. o_o

Just cause I post something nearing to 'emo', you guys are relating that to yourself.. >_>;;;

I want to tell you that I still love you; My lonely heart full of memories, hold me just like that day..

Now And Forever[Ima Demo Zutto] by Spontania feat. Yuna Ito.

I always remember you all along
I can not go back You'll always be close to my heart even now
I felt the usual things
Close to what seemed made you really happy
It appeared just about everything has changed
I wanted to warm this hand even when wet
Someone who I also love
Because even now memories of you
I can't let go of
No matter where we struggle to get to
With you, if that's the case, I can still go through it

Even now, I want to meet you. I
absolutely feel you
Even now, I can't forget that love song
My lonely heart full of memories
Hold me just like that day
One more time

You gave me your thanks when you were beside me
That time you didn't say it
This is the last time we speak
I'm sorry
This is the last time I'll call out your name once more


Pictures in the cellphone of when we smiled
You still looked happy
You changed also and left
It's as if we look like kids with high spirits
You rode on my back
You were lovely
From that moment that passed,
Someday, this pain I'd expected to forget
The person I love
You gave me meaning
As it is, I can't severe ties with you

Even now, I want to meet you. I
absolutely feel you
Even now, I can't forget that love
song
My lonely heart full of memories
Hold me just like that day
One more time

You said, "you're lonely." Your words I didn't figure out
Everything in the world is nonsense
You know I love you
Even now
No matter how long, if I stayed by your side more than anyone , it was
because it made you happy
Fly away to the place of that day

Even now I want to meet you
I absolutely remember
Even now I cant forget that love song
My lonely heart full of memories
Hold me just like that day
One more time
I hear you call
I hear you say my name
This night will always remind you

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Maybe.. Eventhough I'm angry on the outside, I love you on the inside. :] Bugged Kay and Syaf about this most of the time during taekwondo. ;P And yeah, if you're there to support me, I'm willing to be your superwoman. xD I seriously want to know more about you. I can't forget my 2007 camp just because of one thing. YOU. It was the day you made me realise something I'd never feel for a guy like you. It's all your fault but I can't blame you. You were always happy in SK DJ. But after that, you changed and left me hanging. You gave me a meaning to love something I never had. After you left SK DJ, my life has been like a string breaking through those sharp edges. You never called me that name that I miss so much. Only you, only you, who can break these walls.

I want to hold on to these strings which are bringing me down for the past 2 years. I guess what they say is true. "Once you love someone, a part of you will ALWAYS love them."



I actually become emo abit and cried. o_o;;;

I am gay and you're not. Jealous? ;D

Wow. After taekwondo, see Kay marching. But since one person never come, I filled in the spot. D: I suck at marching. Dx Got wet in the rain. TT~TT Cough became worse! DDDDx Also played under the 'waterfall' with Kay. xD Wet but nice. ;D

And, LOOOOOL, kena-kan Siang, Shaun and Simon. xD Thanks to Xiu Wern I'm starting to think sick again. O: I dared Syaf to say "nice zip" to Siang. xD 2 times some more. xO So funny his 3nd reply. xDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD

Syaf: Nice zip.
Siang: --forgot what he said--
----
Siang: Think you don't have zip arhh? Dress don't have zip?
Syaf: --wanted to reply but was cut off by Siang--
Siang: How I know? Cause I wear dress before.

Kay, Sayf and me: O<>O;;;;;;;;;;;; --utter shock mode--

You are the only person to the door of heaven inside my heart.

=o= It's official. I. Hate. Joshua. Ong. Yin. Shern. AND THAT'S FINAL. -o-

It's been years since I've hated anyone for real. Excluding Chris, since he's a fat, loner who says something he can't do. :D

Ahh.. My exam marks. Can say satisfied since I was only worried about KH and Moral. :X But now, I better patch up my Science. TT~TT Mum blabbered my ear to it's death bed. :\ I hate Science too. =o=

Curious.. Dx I wonder why Joshua never enter Koko Crunch or MSSS last year. o_o But I'd say myself lucky since he never went to MSSS. xD Phew. After lots of people know what happen then I'd rather go private school jorhh. >_> But.. Since he doesn't know.. ^~^ YAY FOR ME! xDDDDD

Nehhh.. Friday holiday or not arhh? Friends say got. Calender say don't have. :\ D: I WANT TO GO TO SCHOOL ON FRIDAY. TT^TT So long never see him for atleast 3 weeks already.. TT3TT Going, going, EMO! D;

Yes, I'm still holding onto the past.

Nghhhh.. >_< Crap, currently Wei Ann and Sher Wu[I think O:] knows who I like.. Thanks to Wen Juin. >_>;;;

Yesterday, teacher was.. Uhhh.. Doing reading some page from the text book about unhealthy and healthy food. Then, we started talking about our hobby, masa depan and etc.. Then suddenly, teacher ask us something about masa depan and others. Brandon raised his hand. And answered his masa depan things. Something like this;

Brandon: I tell myself to work har everyday so I can get a good job, raise my family[WOW, is he thinking far. O_o;;;] , -[He was cut off].
Mihirssen: ..And find girls..
Brandon: What ?
Mihirssen: And find girl.
Brandon: OHHHH. And find girls.

-whole class laughs- O_O;;;;

Then later we learned more about unhealthy food.

Teacher: .. It is made from Malaysia..
Brandon: Erghhh.. LOCAL.

-wtf? I know laa Malaysia hate local but no need so straight forward -o--

Makeover.

Changed blog. Extra blog. Caring about my hair more [Wen Juin's fault].

I feel.. Changed.. A year that's still new to me, a school I could still get lost in, friends that make me go awe, life changes. :\

.. Yet I'm still hanging on to the past.

Ahah. Finally.

I just made a Wordpress blog . 8D Posting stories that were imagined throughout my life everyday [When I mean everyday, I mean EVERY SINGLE DAY], what my sis is baking, and also small happenings in my life that would seem meaningless to you but a life time memoir to me. x|

In front of me , ..

And out the door . :|

*posted this post cause I'm seeing my blog like this . D: Help anybody ?

<< Click to enlarge . X;

Exams Go *BOOM* *BOOM* With EXTREME noises . <3

Bai-bai books ! HELLOOOO FREEDOM . xD

Yes , this year I DID hit the books . ;-; Sej teacher might just make me write down all the nota if I fail . DDDDDx And Mardiana might just kill me if I failed . TT^TT

"Keyakinan wujudnya Tuhan sebagai pencipta alam dan mematuhi segala suruhan-Nya." Lucky I remembered that . o_o;;; Or maybe that's the ONLY . Asking 'bout how my exams are and others . ^^;;; I WON'T GIVE UP ! I WANNA SEE HIS PIC ! D< Oh oh , AND , he received a Valentine this year . xD LUCKYYYY ! ;D Mannn .. I wish I was in his school . D; I stalked and asked him about which school is he from . ^_~ Such a stalker . SMK Bandar Baru Sungai Long . O: His school , the girls' give Valentine so brave . Dx Write their names siaaa . I also want . D: Don't dare . ;-;

I swear , .. Guys .. Have something against me . D: Let me name them . ^^

Chris [a.k.a Fatty Pig '@'] - He used to bully me with a goddammnit BB gun which never really DID hurt my back , no matter how close or far . :\ Yet he's so scared of it eventhough it was just pointed towards him . o_.;;;; WEIRRRRR .

Xiong Wei - He just LOVES his middle finger doesn't he ? D;

Joshua ONG YIN SHERN [THIS , is the use of class list 8D]- Yes , the full name for him expresses how much I hate him , BADLY . As to the fact I don't even know why he hates me . O_O;; He does those .. Eyes , that I hate so much . D:

Chun Shieh - His name is here cause .. Everytime I stare at him [Cause , iunno , I love staring at people 8D] he loves like a maniac and then .. Now I've caught it .. ;-; Now sometimes , I laugh like that too ! Dx

Mihirssen [NOT SEXAYYY] - He has something on sexually abusement .. Don't let me start . D;

Aaron - He keeps saying I broke his watch when I never did touch it . O_O;;;;; WEIRRRRRRR .

And that , ends this list . :D

-laughs to self- LOOOOOLLLLSSSS .. Buddy card . xDDD This is something to remember . xD

I'm Glad..

I'm glad that I got your Toblerone today , Irene . :]

It's cause of it , that I was able to talk to him . x|

Thank you , Irene !

.. In all of the 2 years you have been calling my name .. Which won't be said .. In all of these 2 years , that I have been hating you . In all of these 2 years that , I will admit that I liked you . In all of these 2 years , that I have still have been going to taekwondo , I would like to say , .. If you leave next year , I know I'll feel that I've just lost part of my heart . What I've have said about you , lies , to protect myself from being found that I liked you ever since long . ;-;

That cheeky smile , they way you said you have been matured yet you helped us do something so veryy stupid . I'll miss it all .

.. 2 years , I have been waiting for you to say , "Happy Birthday , Mei Ping" . No matter how many times I would try to forget you , you'll always appear back , right in front of me . You capture my heart over and over again . One word , amazing . :]

And now , as a friend I would say , "IMY" . ;-; Hope you don't leave SMK DJ next year .

Flash'papers'. 8D Nerd mode alert !

Preparing flash'papers' while posting this. O: Whatanerd. 8]

Starting with Sej.

On Wednesday we're so free. xD 2 subs to take only. .. Right? o_.;;;;

Hmm.. Studying for exam is hard since I'm studying and everything goes in, that comes out from where it went in to . TT~TT Sej hates me, I'm sure of it as I've been studying Bab1 for atleast 3 times and yet it just doesn't want to stay inside. Dx

Bahhh! I'm more of in the mood to sing than study! ;-; Sien .. D:

That day when 'Rene mentioned "1 Minute 1 Second"or more of she said 1 Second 1 Minute o_.;;; then I want to hear it again. ;X I miss it. xD

Remembering something that's increasing my anger.. YOUS. SIS. SUCK . END. Say U-G-L-Y some more . - MORE UGLIER LAHHHH . HE MORE UGLIER LAHHH . PERIOD . o_= In your dreams I would give your goddamn sis that smexyy picture I took. o.- IN. YOUR. DREAMS.

.. Y'know what? I give up making those goddamn flash'papers' since.. I can just read it from my nota Sej. o.= I hate bad moods.